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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

pardon me for my absence as time was a shortage.well i have loads to talk about but i dont noe where to start..i've made decision on my life and the response came both good and bad,,why i made the decision some may ask.well i had to do what i had to.i have to..

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Friday, September 14, 2007

so its been awhile since i've blog..haha..frens have been pestering me to do so..well i jus have been very busy lately..since i got back from hong kong have jus been busy with work and babysitting at home..and im lovin it..my nephew its jus so adorable..i enjoy being ard him..haha..i love kids..they are the most wonderful thing.they can change many things..its like a miracle..well im mus say im very tired now..jus checked my flooding mails..after weeks..and im going to bed now..so tired from playin and feedin my nephew..and im workin tml..will show y'all my pics from hong kong on sunday when i get back from work okie dokie tokyo morokie..hehe..ok la..ciao fer now..and to all my muslim frens and family..happy fasting!

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

TEARS YET TO STOP

So it was my mum's bdae ystd.Sadly i was a bad son, i actually didnt remember it was her bdae.till like my younger sis came home and asked me where's mum..and i told her 'oh she went out, why?' its her bdae rite today.'huh seriously?whats todays date? i checked my calender on my hp and i was like wtf it is my mum bdae.but it was too late to wish her..so i only wished her today after i got back from jaey's place..'mummy im sorry i didnt wish u last nite but i hope its not to late to do it..and she laughed and said sure..so i hugged her and kissed her.and suddenly she asked a question i wished she really didnt had to ask..'so where's that guy?i haven't seen him comin again after that time'..i was like huh?what guy?who?dean or jaey?..no la not them, the tall skinny guy..then i just stared at her blankly and my eyes jus got teary..she's asked why are u crying?and i jus said nothin and went up to my room..after a while she came into my room and saw me cryin like a fool..i really hate it when someone sees me in such condition espeially my mum..she asked me come tell me what happened..and eventually i had to tell her that we broke up..and she asked why didnt u tell me anything..i told she cos i jus didnt want u to know i screwed up my life with the same person again..she asked me what happened this time..and i told her everything..and one response i got from my mum love is some stupid game..well clearly i agree with my mum..and she said sumthin to me which i've never heard her said or even advice me nor any of my siblings..'u noe i love you alot!i'l will not let someone ruin or even make use of my son..i noe u still love him and u always will..i could tell..but its up to you..as far as im concern mummy is always here for u okay..and she asked u still miss him dont u..and i said ya its everyday.still killing me inside.she told me to take his pic.,so i opened my drawer and took his pic out and she reached out for a lighter in front of her and jus set the picture on fire..see im burning him cos the person u loved died.he's not going to come alive anymore.so jus grieve on his death..my mum jus knows me the best..mum and son bonding..well mum i love you with my whole heart.even though sometimes i might say nasty things to you i never did meant any of it..i jus want to be alone with my friends like jaey and dean..cos they are the one who will never stop loving me..men im so going to stay away from u guys..

Well apart from ystd i was out on sat.john came back this time to see me and not on his flights.so i stayed with him at the intercontinental.We went out that night to tantrics cos he wanted to see jason.so we went there had a drink and then we went to taboo..at taboo i bumped into dave this japanese chinese guy i use to date long ago.so i waved and said hi..but then he pulled me and started talkin nonsense..he was hugging me and kissing me all over like some despo..but i guess he was drunk.cos he cudnt stand up right..and john got jealous and started pulling me away from him..haha..jus wierd..so i left taboo and went back to the hotel cos i was too tired..john was there with jason cos jason got sad and all that about his life so i told john to stick around him..and i jus hate clubing this days.god noes why.i jus get annoyed around loud music..havent been clubbing for so long tho..but i went back and jus slept.john got back about an hour after i left..so we went to bed and jus waited for the next day.cos it was his bdae.and i had a suprise for him..the morning came we had breakfast at the hotel then i went back home to get his gift..we then headed down to sentosa to cafe del mar..cos he said he wanted to go there but never had the chance..so i did the right thing at the right time..haha.we invited a few of his frens helen,mark,ollie and jason..but only jason made it..helen and mark were out of town and ollie was having dinner plans with his folks..so it was back with the trio..we had so much fun..

Then it was monday and i had to leave john cos i was working.but gladly ollie came over to the hotel and accompanied john before his flight..so i said goodbye to john and went to work..and im so happy he left.for some reasons.and ya i bought the cowboy boots i was eyeing on for so long!!finally y'all..

I was at jaey's cib this morning to take care of him and his younger sis cos his mum is at he hospital..and i promised her i wud take good care of them for her..so i went to buy breakfast for them and chilled out at his place and make sure he was okay..and awhile dean came over as well and we hanged out jus liked the old times..haha..i love them so much..and dun worry jaey..god will always help kind and good souls..i will pray for her recovery..and im here for u okay!!!and im happy cos they are showing grey's anatomy tonite..woohoo!!and i'll be in hong kong in sat so i guessi will blog once im back for hong kong..till then ciao de bella

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Friday, August 3, 2007

hmmm i had a fun day today!!!woke up at 6.30am, showered got dressed and waited for my gorgeous neighbour jaey to get dress and meet me down my void deck or what we have been callin our rendezvous meetup for the past 5 years..haha.initially we planned to meet at 8am but my honey apparently overslept and woke up late which is so expected!so we met at 8.30am instead.We took the train to redhill,he went to get his voda voda drink and me i got lo mang kai.boarded the bus 145 to cmpb..and had to wait for 2.5 hours for his check up..i had a neck sprain after lying my head against the wall for so long.So after that we took 145 again and headed down to bugis cos i had to buy my airplane ticket to hong kong.so we went to tong seng eating house for lunch,had a very scrumptious meal.which is what i'll miss wen im not here anymore..so we went and got lost cos dat stupid agency didnt had any sign board to show its office.but eventually we found it at laughed at ourselves for being such fools..ella-ma-yo..so the agency said the tickets i wanted wasnt there..he told me to look at other agency..so sadly i left the place boo hoo..jaey went bread talk and got me a smar aleck to cheer me up..so sweet rite my huney...lol..so we decide to head home and book my ticket online which im still doing now..lol..so 2weeks and im off to hong kong y'all..woohoo...ok i think im goin to go n get sum shut eyes cos im workin ltr...so ciao ppl!!

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

GREAT DEAL OF LIFE :
The ultimate expression of life is not a paycheck. The ultimate expression of life is not a Mercedes. The ultimate expression of life is not a milliondollars or a bank account or a home. Here's the ultimate expression of life, in my opinion, and that is living a good life. Here's what we must askconstantly, "What for me would be a good life?" And you have to keep going over and over the list. A list including areas such as spirituality,economics, health, relationships and recreation. What would constitute a good life? I've got a short list.

1) Productivity. You won't be happy if you don't produce. The game of life is not rest. We must rest, but only long enough to gather strength to getback to productivity. What's the reason for the seasons and the seeds, the soil and the sunshine, the rain and the miracle of life? It's to see what you can do with it. To try your hand, other people have tried their hand; here's what they did. You try your hand to see what you can do. So part of life is productivity.

2) Good friends. Friendship is probably the greatest support system in the world. Don't deny yourself the time to develop this support system.Nothing can match it. It's extraordinary in its benefit. Friends are those wonderful people who know all about you and still like you. if Iwas stuck in a foreign jail somewhere accused unduly and if they would allow me one phone call, I would call my friends. Why? He would come and get me. That's a friend. Somebody who would come and get you. Now we've all got casual friends. And if you called them they would say, "Hey, if youget back, call me we'll have a party." So you've got to have both, real friends and casual friends.

3) Your culture. Your language, your music, the ceremonies, the traditions, the dress. All of that is so vitally important that you must keep it alive. In fact it is the uniqueness of all of us that when blended together brings vitality, energy, power, influence, uniqueness and rightness to the world.

4) Spirituality. It helps to form the foundation of the family that builds the nation. And make sure you study, practice and teach. Don't be carelessabout the spiritual part of your nature, it's what makes us who we are, different from animal, dogs, cats, birds and mice. Spirituality.

5) Don't miss anything. I told myself to not miss anything. Don't miss the game. Don't miss the performance, don't miss the movie, don't miss the show, don't miss the dance. Go to everything you possibly can. Buy a ticket to everything you possibly can. Go see everything and experience all you possibly can. Live a vital life. Here's one of the reasons why. If you live well, you will earn well. If you live well it will show in your face, it will show in the texture of your voice. There will be something unique and magical about you if you live well. It will infuse not only your personal life but also your business life.And it will give you a vitality nothing else can give.

6) Your family and the inner circle. Invest in them and they'll invest in you. Inspire them and they'll inspire you. With your inner circle take care ofthe details. If a father walks out of the house and he can still feel his daughter's kiss on his face all day, he's a powerful man. If a husband walks out of the houseand he can still feel the imprint of his wife's arms around his body he's invincible all day. It's the special stuff with the inner circle that makes you strong and powerful and influential. So don't miss that opportunity. Here's the greatest value. The prophet said, "There are many virtues and values,but here's the greatest, one person caring for another." There is no greater value than love. Better to live in a tent on the beach with someone you love than to live in a mansion by yourself. One person caring for another, that's one of life's greatest expressions. So make sure in your busy day to remember the true purpose and the reasons you do what you do. May you truly live the kind of life that will bringthe fruit and rewards that you desire.

RELATIONSHIP :
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? If love isn't a game, why are there so many players? Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push! Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have. Some people make the world special by just being in it. Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends. Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go..

If it comes back to you its yours....

If it doesn't then it never was meant to be.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

THE IMPOSSIBLE :
Did you ever stop to think what give you strength to live another day?The breath in your body,the kisses you feel,its all so simple but ever real.Maybe the strength you strive to show is so deep within but its there..The closer you get, the better you seeThe closer you are, the more I see.Why everyone says, that I look happier When you're around, the closer you get, The better I feel.. but now im on my own..

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oh my i havent been blogging for a while..too lazy i guess..its like every weekend only then i blog!hehe..oh im so friggin tired y'all..i only got home dis morning about 8ish..i went to tanjong nelayan in malaysia with my colleagues from work..there was like 35 of us and 7 cars..but damn i had fun amazingly..probly cos they are nice after all,out of work that is..they turn into monsters at work..u dun wana know.so i was sleepin all the long till i got a call from nick.he wanted to tell me he's in newyork now and will be coming to sg sumtime in august or sept..and so he oso send a pic of him with john in it.jaey wanted to see his pic as i was talkin about him for sumtime..so might as well u guys take a look..the one on the left with the plungin v neck in nick and the one on the right is john..my two lovely sweethearts..and nick has sumthin planned for me bdae..hehe..cant wait!well he's coming here so, yay!

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

haha..we had an ella-ma-yo day ystd!thanks to me, im the founder of the new word!so just spread the love y'all..i've been feelin boinkers the past 3days.I have issues fron the past i need to get over seriously!well still tryin hard!so today i was thinkin of doing a comic based picture..so jus enjoy yea.its on our ella-ma-yo trip ystd!

skyy:im so tired!wer's da bus?!hey are u taking my pic?!oh no!

dean:like duh!

jaey:(laughs)

skyy:wait lemme give u a better pose!

dean:ya la ya la quick!

jaey:oh my god he's doin it again!

skyy:wait lets try another.my naima's pose!

dean:eh dun berangan ok you! eh wait a minute, u make the tong sampah look hot now!

jaey:tyra banks would say u'd take the risk in this shot but u nailed it!

skyy:dean u biatch!yea,u said it jaey!

dean:hey enough of ur cam whoring, its my turn now!,do i loke hot like that?

jaey:oh is that the bus coming??how's my pose?

skyy:wert2??im tired!

jaey:oi u guys help me look out for the bus can!my red hot chili pepper shades makes my eyes silau!

dean:(ignores jaey)skyy i look sexy tak wit my pouting lips?

skyy:eerrmm yea(jus to make him happy)

jaey:is anyone listening to me?

skyy:eh guys stop it la, c'mon take a brotherly pic!

jaey:but dean is ur sis how can we take a brotherly pic!dats so wrong y'all!

dean:eh badak u better shut up before i put put some "puli" in ur caaya..

skyy:oh my god jaey!my mistake!what wit ur moth btw?skyy:lets do it again y'all and smile dis time round!

dean:yeah i know i have nice darlie smile!

jaey:sorry sikit!my chocolate gusi is hotter okay!(challenges dean wit his megawatt gusi smile!)jaey:okay can i be the cam hoe now?aku wana feeling hot for once!skyy guide me!

dean:fine!aku oso wana feeling nigel barker!c'mon pose jaey!

skyy:okay jaey try workin with ur expressions.

jaey:like that?

dean:snap(sound from the camera)

skyy:oi monyet!i said expressions.not putting ur finger on ur enormous nose!

jaey:(in his sad voice) boo hoo hoo!

skyy:c'mon on jaey u can do it!jus feel it in u.

dean:haha!feelin ape sak?

jaey:yea i can feel it underneath my clothes.

dean:eew jaey we dun wana noe wats goin on underneath it

jaey:u perv!i wasn't referring to that la babi!

skyy:good effort jaey but it looks more like ur singin emoly now,ok jus give me ur megawatt gusi smile!

jaey:oh yea that i can do!i love my gusi y'al!

skyy:(givin jaey the whatever look)

dean:(telling himself that his smile is nicer!shows jealous face to jaey!)

skyy:yea jaey, thats hot!

dean:ok candid shot y'all!

jaey:(shows angry face) dean ur spoiling it!dis is my moment!

skyy:well jaey ur candid looks olrite but i love ur angry expression!do it again!

jaey:thats it nigel barker wannabe, u listen hard u better take gd pic of me!if not ur fired! skyy:omg jaey!fierce beauty y'all!

jaey:(blushes but no signs of redness on cheecks)

dean:happy now ms jaey!

jaey:oh nigel thanks for that moment.

jaey:oh skyy thanks for ur guidance!

skyy:anything for u darling!

jaey:skyy, u look sexy today!

skyy:hehe,really?lets go home an make love jaey!

jaey:oh i cant wait!!

skyy:can you see whether the bus is here yet jaey!

jaey:yes darling hold up.

dean:eh bile nak abis nie!(in his mak cik kpo voice)

dean:ya allah tengok bus pon nak posing budak ni!

skyy:eh melampau!

jaey:(chuckles loudly)

skyy:ok jaey lets keep dis a secret between us ssshhhh!if not no making love tonight!

jaey:(frowns and crosses his arms around his boobs) yea olrite!

like the sands in the hourglass, these are the days of our lifes!find out more what happens in our next episode of ella-ma-yo..will jaey leak out his secret wit skyy?will skyy and jaey make love?will dean jus stuck being be the cameraman or will he get the role of maria, the maiden?

...find out more...

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